Tuesday, June 30, 2009
-what should i say?
hey kiddos! it's so funny.. when i was on my way to school a while ago, my mind was filled of thoughts-- thoughts to post in here. i was thinkng every word to write. actually, i was planning to post it on friday, but i don't know. i just wanted to post right now. as in right now! haha.
okay, anyway.. It's so cool that i saw my classmate holding a book entitled "I hate my mother." I was interested into it (not that i also hate my mother. i was just really interested into it since there are lots of people in my age who feel that way too.) It was just a thin book that's why i finished it the whole day. When we were waiting for everyone to be finished on confessing, i was reading it at the corner; when we were having a discussion in A.P and P.E, i was reading again. That's me when i'm really interested into something, eager to finish it immediately.
Anyway, the story goes on like this: There was this girl named Benilda. She often hears wisdom of words by her mother that she couldn't understand well. That's why she asked her father to explain it furthermore. Unfortunately, after having a happy dinner, her father died due to "gas tummy" as what they used on the story. Seems everything went on its opposite way. Everything had changed. Her mother was always on her bad mood resulting on scolding her and her sister. ( By the way, she has her younger sister.) And that began to have the wall between them. They were no longer close. Tapos, ayun.. The girl discovered a letter that should be for her, but she saw it on the case of her mother. So her hatred dug deeper again. Until one time, she was already given a chance to confront her mother by doing that. Only to find out that the letter was from her mother herself not from any other one as what she had thought of. She was embarrassed with that.. BUT she still managed to tell her mother all what she feels. And what's worse, she didn't even say sorry for what she had done. Days passed and no pansinan between them happened. She began to realize how mean she is.. Then one time, they were going to a resto and her mother asked her if she wanted to come. At first, it's like that she was being pakipot but she afterwards she fell on her mother's invitation.. And it's the end of their "no-pansinan" doing. She felt that seems, everything was backed to normal.
>At last.. I'm done with it. Actually this was happened yesterday but i wasn't able to publish because my niece was like this; "bilis. may ire-research pa ako!" I didn't have a choice but to gave way right? haha.
OKay, i really really love it. I was touched like that. I don't know why i felt that way. There's a part that there's no pansinan right.. Tapos the girl felt guilty, seems that she wanted to talk to her mother na yet she is afraid. You know, pride is always there. I was even teary-eyed that time, but i remembered i'm with my classmates so i had to avoid it from falling. it's like nakakahiya. haha. Basta, i just love it! They say "walang magulang ang nakakatiis sa kanyang anak." There should also be a saying; "walang anak ang nakakatiis sa magulang"
By the way, there was this line; "And because i was never talkative; it was almost impossible to even take a wild guess." This explains what i usually ask on myself. Why my friends don't feel that i'm already mad? It's because they don't have that idea that when i kept quiet, it means i already have that ill feeling. It's a disadvantage pala of being a quiet person noh? haha
okay, anyways.. That's all.. *bow*
Friday, June 12, 2009
-here i am again!:)
yeah! It took a long time before i post another post here. haha. (ano daw?)
as what i've said, im just gonna post here in when i have new updates. well, luckily i have lots today. but i guess, i'll make it short. i'm quite "tinatamad" to type. haha.
doing nothing makes me think of what i'm going to write here. yeah, swear! seems everything that i do, i feel.. basta everything, i wanted to post here yet i don't have that much time to spare anymore.
Anyway, first week is over! I had so much fun being with my colleagues, classmates and friends again after a 2 month vacation. I missed them so much but seems we didn't see each other for just a week. haha. i don't know why it was like that.
We were so busy chatting with each other. talking about this and that. Yea, our last year in high school is really about to end. :( we're starting to talk about entrance exams and what course we're going to get in college. But the worst i guess is hearing these words from our teachers; "bilang na ang araw niyo". Ugh. haha
well, till next time. told ya, i'll make it short though i have lots of things to say. I'll find time to visit my blog. I love updating eh. Though no one is reading this. hahaha!
bye:D
Thursday, June 4, 2009
-what to say? everything..
While typing what's on my head, i'm currently listening with the noise of the guns inside the computer. (aha, inside. hahaha. sounds funny! haha)
I'm here at manila, i so miss surfing the net that's why i went here in the net shop. hmm, actually i'm already used of hearing those kind of noise.
Anyway, I'm going home tomorrow. Whoo.. welcome back to the life in province. NO MALL! haha. Kinda boring huh. But.. but, next week, everything will be different na. Gonna be busy reading that and writing this. Oh yeah, it's a new beginning of my highschool life and the start of tasting everything that is done because in 9 or 10 months, i'm gonna say GOODBYE already to the school i used to go, to my dearest mentors and to my beloved friends!:( It's kinda sad because we're about to part. But what can we do.. Everything has to end right?
May be all i have to do now is to enjoy every moment we're going to spend, choke every words they're going to utter.. embrace everything they're gonna do..
Coz you never know, this might be the END (?) of everything. But i hope it's not.
Okay, enough.
Til next time when i have new updates:)
