Tuesday, November 9, 2010
-Pulling off the curtain to show who she is
I can't find any other celebrity to fall in love with other than Toni Gonzaga. Yes, indeed, that's true. I used to and even tried to love other celebrities I find okay but with Toni Gonzaga, she's really different that my love for her is really heaven-like.
Yes, I am a fan of hers, could already be a die-hard fan. I never saw her in person, I never met her, seems like I am already in despair when it comes to that but I still hope and wish that someday, I would be able to stand right before here feeling so starstruck and all. I wanna feel what my co-fans everytime they have an encounter with Toni Gonzaga.
A simple glimpse of how I learned to love her. It was year 2005, I was Grade five then. I have my bestfriend as a Kapuso (before. The networks war had really gotten in the hearts of viewers those days) She kept on talking about Toni Gonzaga. Toni Gonzaga. And I was just like,
"Aaaah. Sino ba yun?" Then she'd just repeat what she had said from the top. Lol.
"Basta si Toni Gonzaga. Ang ganda niya, ang galing niyang kumanta and magpatawa. Ang haba ng hair niya, ang ganda. Noong November nga, nagportray siya as Sadako. Ang ganda niya."
Then, one night, I saw the Cosmo mag of my sister, it was Feb 2005 ish and there, the Cover Girl was Toni Gonzaga and I was just like,
"So eto si Toni Gonzaga? Ang ganda niya." I still remember it right, how many times I stared on her pictures and how many times I read the article. It was then I started seeing her on ABS-CBN shows. Then, my addiction over her started.
You know the feeling of being a fan not trying to miss any appearance of hers in any show that you'd even cancel any meetings or lakads you have just to watch her. Oh gosh. It was so unbelievable how Toni turned me into that. There were times that I'd stay infront if the TV the whole day just to catch her, or I would even watch all of the talk shows thinking that she'd be featured. Haha. She was just so in demand in issues those days, from her transfer to her new shows to the men linked to her. Okay. She got a lot.
Not just into watching her shows, but also I turned into a girl that would save her allowance just to buy anything that featured Toni G, from notebooks to magazines, to her albums, and even to her movies. That's how I was addicted to her. Well, I may be thought that was the worse and most addicting I could even do for her as a fan.
2008 came, I got more addicted to her(actually, Im getting more and more addicted to her each day) I started going into forums about her and this led me in joining a fansclub. Yeah, hell right? Too far from them yet I join. What do you expect in fansclub? It would turn you crazier than what you used to. I don't regret any actually, at least by this I was able to know and meet new people and soon became my friends. :) One thing i'm grateful with Toni. She gave me friends. Friends wherein I could be me when it comes to her.
Who's Toni Gonzaga by the way? She's a great host, a very entertaining comedian, a soon to be drama actress, crush ng Bayan and of course a singer. She has proven a lot of her talents, from TV to the big screens, concerts here and abroad and albums. But she's more than that. Yes, she indeed beautiful, but I hear them say, she has just a typical beauty of Pilipina and that. So what. But I often hear others say that she's different. She has different beauty and glamor among the other stars of today. Lemme tell you why.
She has fair-skin, check. And add that long perfect skinny legs that she has, it just makes everyone drool out of it. But really, aside from what we often see her from her, physically and her talents, what makes me love her more is her innate beauty, the Christian values that she lives in. I rarely see celebrities in that kind way of life. She doesn't want fight. Proven many times already. Though she already has that heavy feelings towards someone, she never lets herself burst into anger and bitterness especially on National TV. The Mariel issue with her? Well, she was fed up. She really was. Who wouldn't anyway? Good thing about her is that even if she was the one who was really really hurt, she never had anything against Mariel. Never said anything against her by means of dragging her into what really happened. In fact, she was just really in what she was feeling that time, and there she merely hurting. :(
She never hold grudges. She really never does. I don't have to mention any names in here, but the mere fact that she forgives and just wants to have a peaceful way of living is already enough for this.
She's humble enough. Truly. That's what her co-workers often say. She has reached the top of success already yet she stays as simple as she was before, she stays the Toni Gonzaga that we learned to love.
She's a family oriented person. She loves so much her family. That's a no doubt thing. She's very obedient. There's the respect and of course the love she really has for her family.
And above all, she's a Christ-centered person. I've been an avid fan of hers and I've read a lot of times posts from her which she talks about GOd and how he puts everything into God's hands and time. What she does is for God. How she clings to God when she got problems and all. That's what a person really should admire.
Toni Gonzaga has been here in the business already for a long time,but I've just known her for five years. I was after her when she was still on that top and jeans attire, when she was still in-linked with lots of hunky men and the like, but yeah, as year passed by, you could see how she had changed. Change in aspects like in the way she dresses on TV already, mostly now in dress. Well, not really an issue, after all it's for the show, it just suits the show she's in.
Anyway, many say that she's that suplada. I, myself never had an encounter with her yet (though I really hope I could have one) Pero according to her fans really, ganoon lang talaga siya. Tahimik pero kalog on cam. Oo naman, sino ba mag-aakala na tahimik ka kung kalog ka naman on cam right? Well, she just really got the wit and the sense of humor on cam. Kaso, pag off cam kasi mahiyain siya. Sabi na din ng mga nkakasama niya. Mahiyain siya kapag new faces. Lahat naman ganyan eh, or should I say may mga ganyan lang talaga eh. Di pare-pareho ang mga tao.
I just love what one of the oldies in Tin's fans club said "Si Toni bihira magsabi ng I love you, pero pag siya nag-smile at sinabi iyan, alam mong sincere." She's not outspoken but indeed she's one of the best people I've known who works on TV. Well, one of the FEW people I've known who works on TV.
Balang araw, hope I could meet her. At pag ako naging journalist, isa siya sa mga gusto kong interviewhin. I admire her so much that I'm putting her into my inspiration list. She's just one of a kind. She's the best. She's a woman of substance. She's a woman for keeps. :)
It's not how about you fall, it's about you stand up again-Toni GonzagaLabels: Addiction, Celebrity, Loves, Toni Gonzaga
Friday, November 5, 2010
-Strings in my heart
It's been really long since the last time I got into here. Well actually, the last time I wanted to post here was last Tuesday, been reading his poems in his blogs so I just thought of dropping by here but when I was in the middle of my post, things just came in to ruin everything.
I was just saying how much I preferred Tumblr over blogspot the past months. Well, admit it, it's a way cooler that fact that you can just post pictures, gif as simple as that with those typos plus sentiments. But, apparently, blogspot is way more relaxing than Tumblr. I like blogspot's ambiance more especially for downtimes, at least you wont really have a dashboard that would be sooo noisy and you wouldnt see pictures that sometimes way out of line. There are really those that are sooo annoying, having really a focus on their followers and notes. Fvck. Again, this must be a cliche already but Blogging is made to EXPRESS and not to IMPRESS. With the way the people I follow, they are just so really *rolleyes. Maybe my fault that I just hit the follow button before without looking at their blogs. So disgusting.
I just love this place for filling in what just I feel. Just a type then end. I dont care about the notes, about the followers, it's just about what I go through, what I feel, it's all about ME. No less no more. No pretension, no making paarte and all.
By the way, I'm about to write another story (and hope I could finish it) it's title would be One.Last.Try. Definitely it would be about someone who's trying to come up for something but can't just. Not really into details much, but I'm already having its ending.
Labels: personal, rant, story, that's just it, tumblr
