Saturday, December 19, 2009
-Last.
Until now, I still can't believe that we have reached the last month of the year already,
DECEMBER. As what I've said on my recent post, it is a time for moneys to fly away. And that's so so so so right!! :)
Anyway, December wouldn't be complete without CHRISTMAS PARTIES. Yeehes. Party here, Party there. And I just had my LAST Christmas Party at St. Joseph with my High School Friends, to be specific, the SALESIANS!
It was like after recess when we were waiting for our next teacher then suddenly, Sir JM just came in our classroom
again. (Mejo walang patawad iyon eh. Katamad magMATH and as what Jen always says,
makapa-uma Haha. SO true! JK. :D dot. dot. dot. Back to the topic... He let us stay all at the center since many were out for different businesses. It was just when we knew, he went there for us to plan our Christmas Party, and yes! There were lots of
suggestions and
plans. a.Food Of course, we wanted lots of FOOODS for our last Christmas Party. We wanted it to become so so so so
bongga!b. Intermissions!! Since we had this three divisions in our classrooms- the
Squatter's Area, Village and Subdivision we had planned that each area would have an intermission number. And I'm proud that Im from the Squatter's Area. :) We planned to have a nostalgic play wherein we would act everything of our trips and we do during classes. As in what a NICE plan! I was even so so excited! One more thing, we even planned that sir would have an eksena doing a rampa! Haha.
c. Games So so many games suggested! Like the Pinoy Henyo and 3-6-9. Oh no, 3-6-9 is so FUN especially when played with professionals with some who doesn't know it. Haha.
Okay, I somewhat made it short that's why I just put it in general, everything. :)
However, like with the saying
"promises are made to be broken, not all plans were done, but it was not because we didn't try to. Instead, it was because of the time. Yes, Intermissions were not pushed through same with the games.
BUT! a VERY BIG BUT... I don't regret it! I am not mad even. Yes, I expected all of those BUT as what they say, Unexpected things would bring much MUCH HAPPINESS and it would give a more mooore SPECIAL thing to remember.
I so so Love the officers! They were so creative! We started the party by watching the video they had prepared. The non-stop
the Climb video hahaha. JK. Video that compiles our pictures. Ooowh. Simple but memorable!! We all want a copy of that! PLEASE! Haha. :)
And the
BEST SURPRISE! It's the memorabilia! Yes, it might be cheap but at least worth keeping.. They put our titles there, as in each and everyone HAS! And it was agreed upon that it would be brought on our reunion ten years form now.. Yihee! :)
Here they are:1. Krizha- Angel Locsin look-a-like
2. Alex- Miss Cossanova
3. Shareena- Taray Princess
4. Jiselle- Taray Queen
5. Manuel- Great Lover
6. Aira- Miss Poise
7. Bian- Mr. Perfect
8. Andrea- Huggable Pillow
9. Aljo- Mr. Pssst
10. Fritz- Miss Blue-ming
11. Jessa- Cup A Princess
12. Elona- Grand Slam Artist
13. Christopher- Scene stealer
14. Edwin- Okray King
15. Sumatsen- Mr. Articulater
16. Darelle- Miss Vocabulary
17. Arvin- Mr. Practical
18. Divina- Fairytale Princess
19. Paul John- Bear Prince
20. Allen- Big D
21. Braves- Sipa King
22. Nicko- Nickulit Nickolot
23. Hazel- Miss Music
24. Malcolm- The Musician
25. James Kurt and Monique- Best Loveteam
26. Eliza- Rocket Launcher
27. Glynis- The Hair stlylist
28. Joe Vina- Armalite Princess
29. Jeanette- Kontrabida Queen
30. Realen- Nobela Queen
31. Marc- Modern Einstein
32. Jeniffer- Yahoo Messenger
33. Ronalyn- The Songbird
34. Jett- Mr. Punctualate
35. Vanessa- The Megaphone
36. Charisse- Grand Slam Actress
37. Jeanykay- Cheer Capitana
38. Rachel- Public Attorney
39. Ernest- La Presidente
40. Apple- Okray Princess
41. Aiza- Little Miss Petite
42. Kate- Sleeping Beauty
43. Leomar-
44. Olive-
45. Angelica- Best Comedian
46. Kenedy- Best Impersonator
47. Sir JM- Supah Model
48. Joanne- (That's me. Haha.) Miss Punctualate
Well, that's it. It was really really FUNNY to receive that some kind of award. :D
And I believe, the LAST is always the MOST SPECIAL ONE.And oopz.. Here's mine. :)
to be updated....
Sunday, December 13, 2009
-CHANGE
It is true that those we meet can change us, sometimes so profoundly that we are not the same afterward, even unto our names.
--Yan Martel
People DO really CHANGE most likely into the most unexpected time. I must say that in my 15 years of living in this world, I underwent a lot of changes. Change in physical aspects, spiritual and emotional. Almost in everything, we change. No one could ever contradict that. Is there really something permanent in this world? Even the mountains that we used to look at would vanish soon. (Really right?) The trees we used to play at would just be simply buried on the ground. The sun that we always see each day hides when the night comes. Even the air we breathe everyday changes.
It's just that, sometimes, we find it hard to accept how one thing changes that soon we knew how that changed, we'd want to throw tantrums. Who says it isn't? We just REALLY hate Changes and that's the main reason why we can't accept Changes.
One change I can't simply accept is how one my friends CHANGED this year.. I remember the summer days wherein we used to go biking, walking, chattig til' twilight. Then when the summer came to end as June came into beginning, I slowly noticed how her treatments to me changed.
a.) She never hugs me
b.) She never calls me to be her groupmate (when in pair)
c.) She never sits beside me
d.) She never calls me to accompany her
e.) She never talks to me for so long
f.) She never stays with me for so long
What else? Maybe, I can only write some "Never-stuffs". What I just really really really hate is how she TREATS US now. Yes, US.. -- her
first barkada compared to how she treats her new friends now. :(
Saturday, December 12, 2009
-Random :)
"its no joke writing a blog post! you really need time and patience!"-- bianca gonzales
I love Bianca's blog and I like how she brings out her wit through that, and as a blogger, I believe on what she said. Yes,
time and
patience are really needed when having a post here. Sometimes, I got lots of things to say, but I ended up having only one. :))
Anyway, I really have lots of things on my mind now. Should I tell them all? I really want to, but I just don't know 'til where my patience will go. But still, I'll try it. :D
1.
Christmas Party at Public School - It's not easy to raise a fund within just a day for 42 pupils, that's why we kept on telling harsh words when we knew that we had to prepare a party for the following day. It was not because we didn't want to help, it's just that, well, we all know that we're on a great financial crisis today, right? and this season is really a money-fly away time. So, where would we get a fund? Then, sister Martha became an angel to us for she gave us a thousand bill. Well, that's a big help on our class already. So, things turned the way we didn't expect. Seeing the smiles on the faces of our students, made us feel lighter. Really,
Helping is a nice thing2.
I don't want seeing you in that way - How does it feel when your past is right before your eyes with his GF, doing unbecoming acts? Does it hurt? No, right. Hurt is not the right term to use. It's just that a bit awkward. IDK. But, I don't like them seeing hugging, doing the holding hands, too close at each other or what we call, the PDA act. It's really
AWKWARD. (Even others don't want to see them like that, how bout I?)
3.
Sensitive to Harsh Words - I really am sensitive when it comes to my friends. A little bit
SNOB ACT would mean a lot to me dropping me to say comments. Comments, that I don't know. May be too harsh na. Masyado na ata akong masalita that sometimes, I'm being misunderstood na. haaay! I just hate how one of my friends thinks! Gaaah. Sometimes she takes jokes seriously. HELL. Peace. :D
4.
Flattering Words - Having the Editorial activity, gave me another mind. "Am I really good in writing, or I'm just trying hard to be good in it?"-- Those words were what I really thought that time. See, I was not in the school paper, haven't tried to be in contest even just for once. How could I say that I can be writer in the future. However, words I wanted to hear are now just around my corner. They say that, I'm good daw in it. Classmates and even teachers ha. I don't know. Somehow, my confidence leveled up. :)
5.
Romeo and Juliet - famous play of Shakespeare. I just got to hear this play, and atlast, I already saw it. However, I am not into it that much. I wonder what's in there that seems everyone loves it. It was a pure Infatuation. I don't believe in
Love at First Sight Or is there really something like that in this world? uh-oh. I doubt. It was NOT really love after all. Well, maybe, what got the audience hearts is the ending wherein they chose to die when they saw that their love (?) died already. Hmm, maybe, in that part, love is in the air already. Woah. Magulo. :D
6.
December - Should I be happy reaching this month already? It has two meanings to me-- Beginning and End. Beginning, coz soon, I'm gonna be sweet(?) sixteen already. Haist. Getting a bit older na talaga. End, obviously, it's the last month of the year. :( Year 2009 is about to end. I super
LOVE this year! Nothing could beat this year on my HighSchool life!!
7.
Show me your face, NO MORE - There's a different feeling now as I walk on the streets. When before, I used to have the chin up thingy, now, i'd rather have my head bowed down especially when I'm wearing that uniform. But, I bet, no matter what happens, I still have to protect it. Yeah, people are thinking so bad about us, then what should I do? I decided to face them! Hello, everyone is doing dirty stuffs nowadays already. That's a FACT! Would I let them sink it with their words? NO. But how? Well, di ko na dadagdagan mga pinagsasabi nila. :P
Okay, enough. At last I made it long. haha. I mean, I got to tell what I wanted to. :D
Friday, December 4, 2009
-Aiming to SCRIBE on papers
Having it on my hand gave me shiver. Shiver within with the feeling of
envy. Wishing that I could see my name in there, wishing that I could read my perceptions in it.
I still remember, way back Grade 4.. I was sitting quietly, listening to what our teacher was discussing us when suddenly, a teacher peeped out from the door and excused some pupils-- and I was one of them.
I followed her downstairs, towards the AVR without any idea what we were going to do there. Then the door opened, I saw lots of pupils and students getting and their chairs and setting down on their tables. I felt goosebumps down to my toe.. It was like I was in a different world. It was like,"what's going on?" Then I heard a man saying, "who'll be on news? Go to this side. For feature writing, here.. Literary, that part."
Aah. Yeah. It was just then when I knew where I was and for it was.. Simply, for
"journalism seminar." But still, I had no any idea what journalism was all about that's why I just went at the feature section since I was on its part.
And until now, I still don't get why my teacher asked me to be in that room tackling that stuff when there were more pupils who were better than I.
My mind was opened and I started getting pen and a paper and be just at the table trying to write something. And yes, the aspiration of becoming a journalist grew in me. It was all I wanted but I didn't pursue it that much.
Then, here came the High School year.. 1st year, I was trying to be recognized in writing,unfortunately, i didn't succeed. But atleast, I was topping our English subject. And my math teacher(who happens to be the head of the INK club) often asks me why won't I join there. But swear, I treasured writing that time that I often write poems. 2nd year, oh.. it was like I was bumped into a car that time that I forgot about it and turned my focus into computers. But somehow, I was still thankful with ma'am Lanie that she still gave me a chance to attend a seminar at St. Paul College, Pasig, 2nd year vacation summer. Of course, I didn't let it slip from my hands, however I wasn't able to continue it on my 3rd year in H.s because of low self-esteem. Though I believe that somehow, I'm good in writing, I still have no confidence to let others read stuffs I write. It's because I'm afraid of their comments.
4th year.. I was already determined to be part of the school paper that i didn't have two minds to join the screening, HOWEVER,I didn't pass! :( May be because what I did was news not feature! :(
And now, i'm really planning of getting it on College and pursue it more. What I just hate is that, I'm just about to climb one step yet, but many hand hands are gripping me down already. Yes, job after college is what's on on my mind too, but there's no harm in trying right? LUCK is what is needed that's why I won't let any words bring me down. I feel envy whenever i read our school paper.. And now,I assure myself that soon, I'd read my own page, not may be on a school paper anymore but at least on a magazine or a newspaper already.
Experience doesn't always matter but Determination to make a change just to reach something DOES.
