Friday, July 31, 2009
-Curved Lines occupy more space..
Why in this life I always feel injustice? Why i always seek for someone to understand me? Someone to listen and someone who really cares. I've got friends to share HAPPY MOMENTS but when DULL MOMENTS come, seems I'm all alone. I DO listen when someone has a problem, but when it's me who has, NO ONE tries to do it so. I want somebody to comfort me, even just in phone YET no one DOES. It's not that I'm bragging, but to tell you honestly when I have a friend who is so puzzled, who doesn't know what to do, I think of words to tell her just to comfort her, but why is it that when it's me on that kind of position, I can't feel that. I've been telling that LIFE ain't UNFAIR, to contradict may be others often say. I've got a proof: EVERYTHING has its OPPOSITE way. I may be correct, that everything has its opposite way and that proves that Life is not UNFAIR. I guess, it would just be UNFAIR if it's already TOO MUCH!
I guess what I'm experiencing right now is being TOO MUCH na. I don't know, everything is so UNFAIR! I do what I want others do to me, YET no one does! Am I born to be like that talaga? To be ALONE! I don't judge, I'm not backstabbing my friends BUT WHY they can't feel that I'm MAD, that I'm PISSED OFF!??!!! ARE THEY SO INSENSITIVE WITH WHAT I FEEL???
I don't want to give up this battle: this journey. YET I NEED people who will be really WITH ME when I NEED THEM!
I hate being the only one doing something, and that's even UNFAIR. It's not UNFAIR when you are happy today and sad tomorrow. Not UNFAIR when you laugh so hard and cry later. Not UNFAIR when you win today and loose tomorrow.
Now, I don't know where this thing went. It has turned into a lot of direction. HAha. All i know is that, there's only one point I want to tell: it's
WHAT I FEEL AT THIS VERY MOMENT. :(
