Friday, July 3, 2009
-Got Nervous!
We had our Rel. Ed class at the AVR a while, so we were 20 minutes late for our next subject, Physics. We immediately went inside of course but as we pray, one my groupmates talked to our teacher if she could excuse us from her subject to perform our role play to the other section-- St. Michael. Of course we were shocked. We didn't know that we're going to show what we did to other eyes. (We're not used to act in front of them eh.) Ayun, we got nervous. We were not prepared. Of course if you're not prepared haw could you act as what you have done on the first one db? Though we didn't know how to throw that anxiety, we still managed to stood up infront of them and perform.
After performing, we don't know if they liked it or what.. If they understood the play or not. Everything was a question.
After that shocking thingy we did, again i felt the same thing ( no, it's worse than the first one) when i heard my classmates at my back talking about the screening for the SJI-an STAFFS. I wasn't ready, I didn't know what to write. My heart pump so loud and so fast. I even felt vomiting like that because of my nervousness and my knees were even trembling when I was cleaning na.
After hearing that, I thought of what i was going to write, and the title, "The Beginning of the End" popped up on my mind. I was planning to apply as a feature writer kasi. Then ayun, we went to the library na, filled up the paper that was given to us and gave the topic. It was about what happened last Friday. I was finished na while the others were not yet. Mine was not that long.
Tapos, everyone was done na. So i went to the tambayan namin, i sat at the kubo then my classmate asked that and this.. Tapos, he said "news writing is easier." I disagreed yet asked why.. he answered "kasi in feature writing you have to think of more words." Then suddenly i remembered, "OH my GOD! What i did was a news not a feature writing! I remembered that a feature is more detailed!" Ayun, i was so so so DUMB!
Seems the world fell in me. I got that heavy feeling. My dream was no longer there. OHMG! DI na ako makukuha!
Well, whatever! at least i tried na db. It's just that i was so STUPID that it's there na, i had loosen the grip pa! GRR.
It's just my first step towards my dream. OKay, just accept it JOANNE! It's now your time. haha:)
